Summon Night X holy shit.

( More SNX stuff under cut. )

orz i'll chk my flist tomorrow shouldn't be sleeping this late when I have work tomorrow orz my stomach

I was supposed to be in hiatus due to emo but I got my problems -temporarily- solved so LULS THAT WAS A REALLY SHORT HIATUS.

Work really, really sucked for me last week which actually contributed most of my emo, and the whole computer dying thing kind of set an explosion in my head. Doujin groupmates understood my problem and I am really grateful for that... btw I just did something... wrong at work today again but I will try and think positive.

Busted RM128 for an IDE external enclosure so I could transfer my doujin PSD files. I'll need to bust out more money for a SATA version as well. orz

Done with 1 1/2 pages of doujin last night. I had to set some stuff in photoshop but things are okay now. I really hope i'll be able to finish at least 1 doujin by tonight! ... I hope... I'm already 4 days behind schedule... I won't be able to do that orichara post by this week.

Also my laptop is 5x better in every aspect. Because FOR ONCE: It does not lag even a single bit when I work on my 600DPI PSD file.
And Mabinogi is so smooth it's scary. The only reason I didn't like using laptop is because of the ultra strong contrast owwch i'll need to find a way to adjust that.

p.s. I AM NOT INTO EMO HAIR, REALLY.
p.s.

HAHAHAHAHA!! O LJ.

OH.
OHHHHHHHH!!!!

GUESS WHAT GAIZ!!
My desktop has decided to die on me last night while I was working on my FF7 doujinshi! :DDDD
And now that I have no way in restoring it, I will have to go to the computer shop and get some gizmo crap so I can connect my HDD to my laptop :D

Observe an actual scene between Raethes and her dum desktop:
Me: LALALA ^____^ *working on doujin lineart in Photoshop*
Desktop-san: Hello Raethes! Glad to see you're working hard on your doujinshi! But you see, i'm having this awful PMS and so i'm in a terrible mood right now! So I feel like making your life miserable & restart the computer now k ^_____^
Me: WAIT LET ME SAVE--
Desktop-san: TOO LATE HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! *restarts*
Me: NOOOOOOOOO!!!!11

After that Windows wouldn't start anymore.... :(
Well bright side is my personal files are not effected by this crap 8D;;;
I HOPE.
.. I hope D:

I wanted to go to Low Yat today to get some cheap external enclosure for my HDD but SURPRISE!!!!
I sprained my leg muscle while walking this morning!! :D :D :D
Lucky there are comp shops in Amcorp here but owwch... the goddm prices...

Oh well anything to get my doujin works moving on again ;~;
And it's been a while since I used Laptop-san anyway.
Nice to see limbebe's birthday gift as my wallpaper again T~T


I could have finished by FF7 doujin by this morning... sobs.

Yesterday I broke down in the office but only my mom and a friend knew the details. I'm fine now so I don't feel the need to talk about it.

The bug that was crawling in the office last week on Saturday was found dead at the warm corner of the office which had a slight small view of the sky. I suppose it wanted to see something beautiful before it died. I-i'm sorry but I need to sweep you out OTL.

And Subway's Chicken Teriyaki today sucks. Boooo.
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I read some facts on the Shinsengumi.
Oh Okita :( Bakumatsu Kikansetsu Irohanihoheto's version of Okita made me cry buckets.
I want to play Hakuouki and go for Okita :(
Sorry oni fukuchou but you go last wwww

Also reading this author's fanfiction on Okita Souji's life after he contracted TB, based in Peacemaker Kurogane's setting, but his character is slightly darker compared to the manga/anime I guess.
I-I never actually read fanfics until i've forgotten the time. Wow.

And thx for the feedback on the last post! I'll make that post soon enough then *o*

Yeahhhhhhhh go me!


Also if I were to make an original art exchange request post, would anybody be interested in joining? T^T I-I don't want to embarass myself making a post to see nobody interested OTL I'll be posting a whole lot of orichara art after next week when my doujinshi works are done! I have confidence I will get everything done by next week *_*

I see a lot of people doing this....

( ColorGenics profile )
Some of it is amazingly accurate it's scary :(
Nothing in this post, move along now 8D

Something is going on here.
Some guys are blindddddd.
Are they so desperate to make a friend until they had to ask a fat girl who is limping on one leg while walking?

Here let me give you examples:
Last week
Me: *walking on the way home*
Guy in a suspicious looking van: Hey amoi, pergi mana? (English: Hey little girl, where are you going?)
Me: ^_^ *walks away*
Guy in a suspicious looking van: Hey amoi! Amoi! pstt!! pstt!!!!

This week
Me: *walks to bus at the station*
Guy: Hey, excuse me?
Me: ??? Yes?
Guy: .... *walks closer*
Me: ?!!
Guy: .... HOW ARE YOU? >:]
Me: (immediate reply) Uh, sorry. *walks away*

Yesterday
Me: *walking on the way to the apartment*
Bee: 8DDDD
Me: ?!
Bee: 8DDDDDDD *follows*
Me: ?!!! *walk-limping faster*
Bee: 8DDDDDDDDDDDDD *FLIES FASTER*
Me: TAT!!!??!!


I wonder what is next in the line for me next :DDDDD /punched

HAY GUYS.
Please tell me your secrets.

The secret of trying to stay up and work on more than 2 doujin pages a day without your body activating auto-shut down.
See when the clock strikes 11.30pm my body starts to perform auto-shutdown.
And I reallly do not want that as I need to work at least more than 1 doujin page a day to be able to finish by deadline.

So like how do you guys stay up so late.
Coffee does not work.
Neither does tea.
Not self-inflicting pain either. I mean pinching my hands lol. IT'S SUPPOSED TO HURT BUT IT DIDN'T. Maybe my pain receptors died at that hour too :(
Washing face is like wasting time lol.
Neither is watching Clannad and crying my lungs out.
Not even Takuma can make me stay awake TAT

SO HOW.
HOW DO YOU GUYS DO IT.

I tried setting my alarm at 4am today to work on at least another page but after 5-10 mins or so my body started exploding into pieces, resulting in a Raethes dropping onto the bed to resume zzz until 6am to get ready for work.


But I know like 85%-90% of the artists in my flist are all still studying so... X_X;; Damn I really missed my uni days. I am even starting to miss Maya wth.

I simply have nothing to talk about because I admit, it's just really really boring lately. I couldn't even stay up past 12am and this is BAD. I have too many doujinshi works not inked and the deadlines are getting too close for comfort. I need to ink faster but this risk having messy lines... but the deadline... OTL I miss the good old University days when I could sleep like only 3-4 hours a day orz

My order of THIS SEXY BOOK has arrived, i'll be going to Kino really, REALLY quick during lunch time to collect it. The Takuma fangirl in me cannot wait teeheheeeheeee Takuumaaaaaa

I seriously cannot wait for the PSP version of Hiiro no Kakera, more cutscenes is always welcomed T3Tb In the meanwhile I go drool at Takuma & Mahiro in the DS version..... ^3^~♥
I like Takuma but Mahiro.
MAHIRO.

I MEAN LOOK AT THAT FACE.
LOOK AT THAT FACE!
KYAAKUASKFYJAS AWWWW I WANT TO PINCH YOUR CHEEKS
*punched*


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Went shopping with parents yesterday and couldn't find shoes with the right size for me OTL Why is my feet so ajkfshafmh wide *headdesk*

Also the best thing that happened this morning so far:
Girl: *drops her scarf*
Me; !! *grabs the scarf and catches up to the girl despite having this GODAWFUL LEG PAIN*
Me: H-here you dropped this :)
Girl: Oh. *snatches the scarf & walks away*
Me: ... (YOU'RE WELCOME =A=)

I do not want to talk about someone's manhood that was rubbing against me in the train just now :|

I want to use fujitsubo's Hakuouki icons so much but I don't want to spoil myself fr the cgs just yet TAT Patience Rae... you will get the game soon... patience.

I-I won't talk crap about my art for a long time OTL
/slaps self

( Fanart of a game i'm alllllmost sure no one here played :| )

THESE ARE SO CUTE
AHSJKFAHfWANTTOGETSUMCUTE
asgasogohsagj aklsjgolsiahgsa
JlaghaoSLHRAGHa!!!!!!!!!!!
/melts in a puddle of goo


Also I saw this fr a site:
Hiiro no Kakera official visual fanbook
Number in stock: 2 Weight: 600 g. Price: $32.00
Product type: YAOI art book

YAOI artbook. LOL. I love it when people see a bunch of men on the cover of the book and they automatically classify it as yaoi.

+++++

- I want the third game so fking bad OTL

- Huh, what's this? Otomate's art gallery-- HOLY SHIT THE BOOK IS SO PRETTY WARNING WARNING NOSEBLEED ENSUES JASLGHBASJKGh ONIZAKI AJGKASG FCCKKK ONIZAKI ashgjkagh HEY hydeism THERE'S HAKUOUKI INSIDE TOO agujalsbgh TIME TO ORDER BOOK Y/Y??!!!!!!! YEAHHHH GONNA CALL KINOKUNIYA LATER YEAHHHHHH BE STILL MY DOKI DOKI HEARTTTAtast [amazon link for own reference] Oh Kazuki Yone. Why do you continue to stab my otome heart. WHY.



It's been a while since I fangirl about something this much OTL
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p.s. Himehibi Princess Days is so ghei. SO GHEI.

Author: SHINIGAMI_GRELL
Rating: M
Genre: SOON TO BE MPREG~!
Wordcount: 666
Summary: Romeo(Sebastian) fell in love with the beautiful Juliet(Grell) and their relationship gets more EXCITING!
Disclaimer: Sebastian belongs to ME ME ME ME ME ME!!!!
Author's Note: Not for the weak minded~~~ <3

( Rated C for CRACK )

Personal post: You guys are too nice... I feel bad if I impose more emo to your flist :(
I feel SO MUCH BETTER after reading the comments fr the past 2 entries. Thank you thank you thank you so much for the comments in the last post. I will try hard, I promise >_< Everyone is so nice OTL Thank you so much again T_T

Watching an ad in the bus reminded me of something I was thinking about long, long ago as a brat kid. You know those educational shows/ads, where there are talking vegetables/fruits?

v
v
v

"EAT US, WE ARE GOOD FOR YOUR HEALTH!!"
"WE HAVE LOTS OF VITAMIN & NUTRIENTS TO HELP YOU GROW HEALTHY & STRONG!"

Me: OH GOD THEY'RE PROMOTING THEMSELVES TO BE EATEN ALIVE WTH IS WRONG WITH THEMMMM?!!

I cannot help shake the feeling that whenever I accidentally step on a plant, the plant would SCREAAMMMM. Guess who read Roald Dahl's - The Sound Machine :|

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Yes I have nothing to talk about. :|
MEETING futomimii & amei TOMORROW I AM EXCITED WHO ELSE IS GOING guys if you can't find me, just find the fat@$$ with gigantic butt, that should be me.

And finished a route in Himehibi Princess Days! I will post pics in an entry soon if I remember ofufufuufu ♥

I figured the only way I could not explode when I see Twitter.

Is by joining.

....
...... it's going to have A LOT of useless updates I can assure you that DDD:
DON'T KILL ME?

LOLOL I ACTUALLY REMEMBERED THIS TIME, ADI.



And for some art...
( ATTN: ANGIE )

Guess what game I played at the arcade *3*

/hint SMILE.
sylent_realm is set to choosing Yuli tho wwww
We're creatures of the night!



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Also bought the Metal Gear Solid novel.
ROFLLLLLLLL SOLID SNAKE WIN Y/Y?
Got FAUST novel as well. I.. I will read it after i'm done with the MGS novel.


Also have been playing ひめひび Princess Days.

PLEASE STOP ENDING UP GOING INTO THE ROOM WHILE THE MEN ARE CHANGING CLOTHES, OJOU-SAMAwwww

Extensive review of tea I have tasted over the years.

Boh
Not my cup of tea. It was unwise for them to have the price increased.

Lipton
Not bad at all. The price might be slightly expensive for the local market, but it is still affordable.
Lipton Green Stripe
It may have the word 'Lipton' on it but the taste is not subpar to its original flavour. Avoidance is necessary.

Earl Grey
I have tried once.
ONCE. I need to try it again to review the taste/aroma.

Teh Tarik
Well... it's still 'tea', right?

Masala Chai
Tried a cup, might be a little sweet but still acceptable. Best to head for the local Indian shops to request for one.

Bi Luo Chun
Having visited China several years ago, I tried a sip of it. Acceptable taste. In fact I would recommend it for those who are interested in trying out what tea have to offer. Becareful not to get tricked though.

Gyokuro/Japanese Green Tea
Bought these on several occasions. There are brands sold cheap locally as well. If you must look at the wider varieties of Japanese Green Tea, there is a shop at Megamall which you can see more.
I can settle with the ones with moderate price.

Oolong
Nothing much to say about this one.



I just realized how... little I have tried. I aim to try more.
Yes, this post has no actual meaning behind it. It was merely a method to waste 10 seconds of your lives.

I scrood up in my work again. That's normal lolol 8D


I'm going to Kinokuniya tomorrow. AGAIN.
That's like, the 3rd week in a row.
Please stop spending your money like this, Raethes :|

Reading Sherlock Holmes The Hound of Baskerville (how nostalgic!) in the bus on the trip back from work for several days has led me to develop weird speaking habits.

"ON THE CONTRARY, MY GOOD FRIEND _____"
"ELEMENTARY, MY DEAR _____"
"MY GOOD CHAP, THE ANSWER IS SIMPLE."

WHY.


Made research for my original doujin and spent hours after hours researching on Victorian cultures, costumes, economy, family, etc. But who'd actually follow them completely anyway lululs. Except for Emma. Emma rules. Why are the men in there so hot. Hmm is Peacemaker included? I should read it to find out... But my story is probably leaning more to Kuroshitsuji type anyway.

Speaking of Kuroshitsuji, I had a dream regarding it last night. Which is weird because I don't usually dream about fandom... anyway talking about that dream is too embarrassing so no explanations OAO///



Self reminder to actually work on my doujin.
I have 1 FF7, 1 Persona3/HM, & 1 Christmas doujin to settle before the end of the month.

I cry now.

Nabbed fr Seki:

Go to Urban Dictionary.com and type in your answer to each question in the search box, the write the FIRST definition it gives you.

( Best meme evar LULS )